Sharing

So . . . I'm having a hard time swallowing the request that my work has asked of me. I told them about Thailand in Feb, because I felt like I was being dishonest by Not telling them. This was basically a years notice. But they have since asked me not to share this news with anyone I work with. Well now its been 8 months since I've told them, and now I feel like I'm being dishonest to my coworkers. My job place is more than a job- the atmosphere is Very family like. And I LOVE that!! Because my family is so far away, its like my home away from home. But now I feel like I'm lying to my friends there but not telling them the A-mazing news that God is doing in my life!! I don't like that I'm being asked to keep it a "secret". Like its something I'm hiding or something . . .
I'm praying through it and I'm asking God to give me patience. I want to respect my leaders there because I really care about them. But I don't necessarily agree with them.